Sep 03, 2004 05:56
Wow. I'm shocked. No really, I swear. This is my shocked face. I've never been so shocked in all my life. Only, you know, not.
Nothing like being the last to know. But then again, I was actually the first to know. So yay for being perceptive.
And everyone is just so happy. "Wow, congratulations, I'm so happy for you. You make him so happy, unlike that bastard he was with before. People have been trying to break up that relationship for years, and you're the one that succeeded. You must be a fantastic home wrecker." Classy. Seriously, people. Just pray that you never have to go through what I am right now. Meanwhile, I'll be over here praying that you do.
And you. Wow. Five days, huh? Well, it's by no means a record, but you know, when you said you wanted to "explore other options", I didn't think you'd be hopping into the first warm bed with the first willing body you found. But then again, I guess I did know. What should I have expected, honestly?
But then again, I'm just jealous, manipulative, and unreasonable. Let's not mention the fact that I was 100% right. Whatever. You'll probably say I planted the idea in your head. Pushed you to it. Spout some bullshit about "the truth". Sorry, Justin, but your fantasy version of truth is bullshit, and we both know it.
I never thought the day would ever come that I could actually say that I hate you, but it has. Good job. My fondest wish right now is for someone to hurt you the way that you hurt me. I just hope I'm around to see it. I just really hope that it was fucking worth it. Let me know in a few years. Hell, a few months.
To anyone that's offered to talk, a place to stay,someone to vent to, to break things with me, or be someone to get drunk with, thanks. You have no idea how much it means, and I'll be calling all of you within the week.
Anyway, I'll be back in the states tomorrow. So if anyone wants to have sex with me, the line forms to the left. No one in a supposedly committed relationship need apply. I, unlike some people around here, don't really understand the huge turn-on in that.