If you threw a party, and invited everyone you knew...
So, I'm having a party on Saturday night and it feels like no one is coming. It really shouldn't get me down, since a lot of people have valid reasons...but one or two just have lame ones. I know I can't be the center of everyone's lives, but there are a few lives I wish I was somewhat closer to the center of....
On another note, I'm pissed off at myself for not working hard enough. 2004 is almost 1/12th done, and I don't think I have enough to show for it. I think a lot of it has to do with my irregular schedule; it's hard to be self-motivated when you have no structure work-wise except for that which is self-imposed. It's funny - Victoria really wants a less structured environment, while I know I'd kick so much more ass in a more structured one. I would trade with her, 'cept I think I'd be a sucky Curatorial Assistant...
On another note, I'm pissed off at myself for not working hard enough. 2004 is almost 1/12th done, and I don't think I have enough to show for it. I think a lot of it has to do with my irregular schedule; it's hard to be self-motivated when you have no structure work-wise except for that which is self-imposed. It's funny - Victoria really wants a less structured environment, while I know I'd kick so much more ass in a more structured one. I would trade with her, 'cept I think I'd be a sucky Curatorial Assistant...