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wel i have come to realize now that since i have turn 18 everything has began to realize how things dont seem like they use to no more. i dont find the joy to mess around no more. inmaturaty well i think i have lost it some what . sad i miss it but i think its for the better. i wish life just can go as it is begin to be a mellow guy. laidback sometimes having an out burst in a while.. small but .....really i dont know what to do. life is going to fast for me i wish it would slow down. people are force to grow up. people just lost who they use to be and become somehing they might have not wan to be. but that is life. now its time for me to go on and live it. well i want people to tell me how they feel and probably give some advice. well just asking something am i imature?? have i changed. lots to ask but ill see. how life treats me.