it's been a long day
i decided on iowa. yay! thanks for everyone's help. i think it was imminent that i was to choose iowa. it was... inherent. today is "i words" day. imminent. inherent. iowa. IOCASTE! (i know, it's jo-cast-ah. cool name, though).
i took my senior pictures on saturday and today the woman who took them--an amateur but FANTASTIC photographer--gave my mom a CD with a bunch of the best ones on it. a lot of them rule. it makes me happy. we tried to do some with the oskar, but the oskar was not cooperative and most of those suck. but it's okay. anyway, my senior pictures are going to pretty much be awesome.
for some reason i have this weird urge to bling-up my cell phone. with swarovski crystals. a la paris hilton. not pink though. something cooler. i don't understand this, because i am not the blingin' type. but i really, really want to unnecessarily cover my cheapo cell phone with dumb-looking crystals. i promise, i'm not usually a trendwhore!
i need to alter my diet. i eat so much crap that it's ridiculous. i'm not overweight, but i don't want to get into bad eating habits and not be able to stop later. i don't think i need to eat less, i just need to eat healthier. my problem is that i'm not the type of person who can eat three square meals a day and be fine... i have to eat constantly. i think i just need smaller, healthier portions more frequently. because what ends up happening is that i get hungry and i go get a chocolate bar or something and it isn't good for me and it doesn't fill me up... which means i have to go get more chocolate/crapfood.
i wish i could exercise more... this stupid knee thing is holding me up. i think i could go to the Y and walk on a treadmill for a while and be fine but there's no way i'll be able to do anything strenuous for a while... it sucks, because NOW that i get into a health kick, i break myself :( mom got a tai chi and yoga dvd and she said i'd be able to safely do the tai chi so maybe i'll try that.
ugh, long day. this sucks. i'm going to bed early tonight.
i took my senior pictures on saturday and today the woman who took them--an amateur but FANTASTIC photographer--gave my mom a CD with a bunch of the best ones on it. a lot of them rule. it makes me happy. we tried to do some with the oskar, but the oskar was not cooperative and most of those suck. but it's okay. anyway, my senior pictures are going to pretty much be awesome.
for some reason i have this weird urge to bling-up my cell phone. with swarovski crystals. a la paris hilton. not pink though. something cooler. i don't understand this, because i am not the blingin' type. but i really, really want to unnecessarily cover my cheapo cell phone with dumb-looking crystals. i promise, i'm not usually a trendwhore!
i need to alter my diet. i eat so much crap that it's ridiculous. i'm not overweight, but i don't want to get into bad eating habits and not be able to stop later. i don't think i need to eat less, i just need to eat healthier. my problem is that i'm not the type of person who can eat three square meals a day and be fine... i have to eat constantly. i think i just need smaller, healthier portions more frequently. because what ends up happening is that i get hungry and i go get a chocolate bar or something and it isn't good for me and it doesn't fill me up... which means i have to go get more chocolate/crapfood.
i wish i could exercise more... this stupid knee thing is holding me up. i think i could go to the Y and walk on a treadmill for a while and be fine but there's no way i'll be able to do anything strenuous for a while... it sucks, because NOW that i get into a health kick, i break myself :( mom got a tai chi and yoga dvd and she said i'd be able to safely do the tai chi so maybe i'll try that.
ugh, long day. this sucks. i'm going to bed early tonight.