Once Again
Chris is gone.Back to school that is. I miss him so much already and he's only been gone a few days.It really sucks being without him.I love him so much!eh,i'm gonna have to get use to him not being around again but i'm fine right now.i'm tons better then i was. I really hate that he's not here.Until last night it just dawned on me that Chris was 6 hours away instead of 10 minutes down the road.That thoguth alone is pretty uncomforting but i think i'll get use to it soon enough.I'm just really not liking being apart from someone that i love so much. However i really do believe that like before we'll only be closer and that overshadows all the negatives of him being so far away. I did think about it the other night when Chris brought it up and i realized that he's the only long distance relationship i've had. especially for and extended period of time.And i have to say that i disagree with ppl on the whole long distance realtionships are impossible.Because since weve met Last July weve talked every day,weve gotten closer,are dating and are in love with eachother.This is honestly the best relationship i've been in. I know for a fact that while he's away it wont be any trouble at all to keep within the lines.I really have no desire what so ever to screw this up.I dont want anyone else but Chris.