Jan 26, 2006 00:44
The unpleasant upcoming holiday has already started taking its toll upon me. I guess it's alreay started since Meijer (and every other place) has 1208103 things up in the store, Geo's invite to his "singles party" as well as my hope that maybe I'd actually have somtehing this year. Silly me, you haven't had one in 21 years. Well, scratch that I've had 2 worth noting.. Last year's although the aftermath was far from glorious, was quite the celebration-- finally hurting him that badly. too bad it didn't quite do much after that night since her lame ass came back to his sorry one. The other, being the first time I ever got flowers-- one of my favorites at that. Had I not been so blinded by the depression that plagued me that year and still I could have been able to appreciate those people that really cared about me.
On the lighter side. I guess John has just been spouting randomly at practice about me. Just saying things like how much of a good coach I am and how he wishes I could be around to help out. So that's kinda nice. Maybe that's what I'll do after graduation. Go start coaching somewhere. Wheee. I hate not having a plan.
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