an eventful day
I got my acceptance letter for the Architecture College within UH so yay Laura!! It's gonna be great. Definetly brightened my day.
I still feel bad for the world around me. It is a land of tears. So many personal friends seem to be having difficulties, but as of now--the power of three seem to be doing very well. I talked to Sean for the first time in a long time today. For the first time in my whole life in our whole lives, he cried to me. I want him to come home. I think he needs to. He's stuck. And home is where to come when you need the support. He wasn't confident enough he could come to me and bitch about his problems...I was appalled. ...the rest I will leave private due to the personal situation at hand.
I miss him so much though...
I talked to Danielle for a while today. I was really really happy to talk to her. I swear if possible our conversations would never end. She seems to be doing really really well. She seemed confident--that's the best word for it. And that's really what I wanted for her. And it was cool because we actually got to discuss like school-related material...which I can't do with most people, and before it was me ranting on about what I was learning, but now we were both able to talk about school stuff...and because I am part nerd I enjoy discussing those things.
School is still chaotic. But three weeks. I have to keep reminding myself. ...although at the same time...it's 3 weeks of high school left. Wow. It's over. But...I really just don't think high school was for me. And I say that with full honesty and not as a cop out. I just don't think I was suited for that attitude and time in life. But I survived. woohoo!!
I still feel bad for the world around me. It is a land of tears. So many personal friends seem to be having difficulties, but as of now--the power of three seem to be doing very well. I talked to Sean for the first time in a long time today. For the first time in my whole life in our whole lives, he cried to me. I want him to come home. I think he needs to. He's stuck. And home is where to come when you need the support. He wasn't confident enough he could come to me and bitch about his problems...I was appalled. ...the rest I will leave private due to the personal situation at hand.
I miss him so much though...
I talked to Danielle for a while today. I was really really happy to talk to her. I swear if possible our conversations would never end. She seems to be doing really really well. She seemed confident--that's the best word for it. And that's really what I wanted for her. And it was cool because we actually got to discuss like school-related material...which I can't do with most people, and before it was me ranting on about what I was learning, but now we were both able to talk about school stuff...and because I am part nerd I enjoy discussing those things.
School is still chaotic. But three weeks. I have to keep reminding myself. ...although at the same time...it's 3 weeks of high school left. Wow. It's over. But...I really just don't think high school was for me. And I say that with full honesty and not as a cop out. I just don't think I was suited for that attitude and time in life. But I survived. woohoo!!