update
So, let's see today is...Thursday I believe. My days are all screwed up. I saw Mr. P again. It was fun but then again I was drunk. haha. Erin picked me up around 11 last night and we went out to a park and talked and then went to Ruchi's. That place kicks ass. They serve margaritas. You can tell it's a big hot spot for underage kids. Andrea was there so I finally got to meet this mysterious person. It was fun though. On the way there we saw Jeff in the car next to us. He said, "I don't have my contacts on...Andrea?" "No, Laura." "Oh, hey what's up Laura (as he holds out a peace sign)." haha.
Maybe I shouldn't have seen him and put myself in emotional hell again. Because ater today or tomorrow...who knows when I'll be able to see him again? It was worth it. Pain always comes with pleasure right? I just wish that it didn't have to fade away. Maybe it doesn't. I guess I'll find out.
Maybe I shouldn't have seen him and put myself in emotional hell again. Because ater today or tomorrow...who knows when I'll be able to see him again? It was worth it. Pain always comes with pleasure right? I just wish that it didn't have to fade away. Maybe it doesn't. I guess I'll find out.