Oct 12, 2006 23:34
if i can make it through the next 2 weeks with my brain still intact, i think i'll be fine.
in recent weeks, i've let things that shouldn't affect me, cause major discomfort in my life.
i let tirzah deceive me and control my feelings.
i've let my father attempt to manipulate a key aspect of my spirituality.
i've let minor shit get in the way of friendship.
i've allowed my music to stagnate.
i'm working on getting myself out of this hole.
i want back into the sunshine.
i want to get back into making real music.
i want to find a nice, jewish girl who be nice and honest and sweet.
and i want to restore my connection to G-D.
and i think i can get all these things.
it's going to be interesting.