Memories almost forgotten...
Marquette upset #2 ranked UConn tonight. Not even in like the "hit a 3 at the buzzer" kind of way, but more like a "wipe the floor with your ass" kind of way. It was sweet.
What was even sweeter was spending time with my Krusher Krew. To Anf, G Sauce, M Change, Brother Matt, K Murder, Top Gun, J Sizzle, and Tha Lo Down -- I love you guys. Thanks for reminding me that college is about friends, camaraderie, school spirit, and taking in your surroundings. Maybe if I had spent less time this semester being paranoid that my relationship was going to crumble, and more time allowing my relationship to just be another one of the many wonderful social things I had going for me, I wouldn't currently be single and feeling like I missed out on a lot of fun college stuff.
If only I could go back and better balance my priorities, I might still have both the relationship and the fond fall semester social scene memories.
But what good is it to live by "if only's?" The best I can do now is reconnect with all the friends I've lost touch with, and become the kind of woman that makes a certain someone regret letting me go. "I'd love to date you in 2 years" really resonated with me, and maybe, just maybe, that slightly tipsy kiss in a darkened bar one day down the road that we always joked about will come to be, and a resurgence of the connection that has always been there will knock us both to our knees.
*This is my trying to handle heartbreak in a slightly more efficient manner than I did the last time. Check back for updates on whether or not it's actually working.
What was even sweeter was spending time with my Krusher Krew. To Anf, G Sauce, M Change, Brother Matt, K Murder, Top Gun, J Sizzle, and Tha Lo Down -- I love you guys. Thanks for reminding me that college is about friends, camaraderie, school spirit, and taking in your surroundings. Maybe if I had spent less time this semester being paranoid that my relationship was going to crumble, and more time allowing my relationship to just be another one of the many wonderful social things I had going for me, I wouldn't currently be single and feeling like I missed out on a lot of fun college stuff.
If only I could go back and better balance my priorities, I might still have both the relationship and the fond fall semester social scene memories.
But what good is it to live by "if only's?" The best I can do now is reconnect with all the friends I've lost touch with, and become the kind of woman that makes a certain someone regret letting me go. "I'd love to date you in 2 years" really resonated with me, and maybe, just maybe, that slightly tipsy kiss in a darkened bar one day down the road that we always joked about will come to be, and a resurgence of the connection that has always been there will knock us both to our knees.
*This is my trying to handle heartbreak in a slightly more efficient manner than I did the last time. Check back for updates on whether or not it's actually working.