Billy

[wittymisfit]

I spoke with Billy last night.

I had emailed him earlier that day about our future together as friends or otherwise.

I was frustrated. I had four guys within one day beg me to hook up with them.

One of which I had never even met.

That guy was a friend of Billy's who happens to be staying with him in Austin.

I don't like this kind of male attention.

I don't like being the center of attention.

Not negatively.

Perversion.

They digust me.

All I want is Billy.

All I've ever wanted was Billy.

I hope that one day I will have Billy.

He had emailed me back and calmed my suspicions.

I do mean a lot to him and he would never push his friends onto me.

He was somewhat upset about that part, actually.

The thought of his friends making their move behind his back.

He was even considering asking me to be his girlfriend while on the phone with me.

He didn't want to lose me to someone else.

He wasn't aware of the fact that I had been thrown so many offers in such a short period of time.

I assured him that I wasn't concerned with anyone other than himself and to not do something that he is not ready for or prepared to do.

Once this distance is set aside, he will be mine.

I'm still single.

I still love him.

My loyalty is to him only.

*~*BILLY*~*