id rather fuck ya than kiss ya
Freya is now two! wow, im gettin old way too quickies....her bday party was cold, unorganized, longer than expected, and cost way too much fuckin money...bleh the things people do for their children...i paid like $50 dollars for ballons--just damn backyardigan ballons and they fuckin flew away cause someone didnt tie them down good...i was soo pissed i almost cried...haha. newayers 50ish days before muh netherly goes buh bye for a year...wtf am i to do? im either gonna go more crazy or less crazy..who knows....i dunno if i should get a job or go to skewl...skewl would be the better option cuz ive been wanting to go forever and the cash flow just isnt good enough to pay for skewl and daycare...bleh....not to mention i have to worry bout sellin this damn house n such and gettin everyone rdy to go to england...grr thats goin to be a pain im sure....newayers on a happier note i seem to by losing weight on the simple fact that my pants want to fall to the floor when i walk (bout fuckin time-2yrs)...i dont see it in the mirror but i try not to look---my brain is retarded when it comes to my body image...like before i got knocked up i thought i was fat and way bigger than everyone else...come to find out now that my friends that i gave cloths to, Faithie and Crystal and Cassie---skinny as they are...fits in my old clothes perfectly--bleh....i cant fix my brain!!!! i have no fuckin clue as to how to do that...bah tis really annoying..bah i love stewpid rap songs that degrade women..they are soo fuckin funny...oh my i think im losing myself...........newayers im off to whack it!!!!! haha laterness