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[witticaster]

I've been the primary caretaker of a pet for only a little over six months and I already feel like I have to choose between being dumb and being cruel. I know this probably isn't true, but I've spent so much money on the little guy and to no actual result. I'll maybe write a longer post tomorrow, but I'm too tired to be either descriptive or self-deprecating. Suffice to say he's at the hospital, getting some nursing and investigation, they almost certainly won't find anything, and he probably would have been fine if I'd just let him stay home. But I can't stand that probably. In addition, if there's a social skill for saying no to doctors, it's not one I have. And this is part of why I avoid hospitals for myself.

Going to sleep now. Will actually get to use my pillow tonight. Will not enjoy it.