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Mar 13, 2009 15:45

I know what I have to do, and I will do it.
And, funny thing, I didn't cry last night.
Not a single fucking tear.

I think I'm proud of myself. :) Thank you Issa, Ashley and Denise. No girl should be considered second best, REGARDLESS of the circumstances.

I'm going to take what happened as a blessing.
If the times comes that you really want me, and you really want to be with me, then you'll have to prove it.
But as of now, I am not going to sit around waiting. I've done that for too long a time, and for too futile a purpose. I've made my 6 month commitment (8 months if I'm lucky?) and I'm sticking by it. I also have the intention of entertaining the guys who actually are showing interest (i.e. the entrepreneurial chocolate boy-ang pinakamasayang momol sa mundo).

I thank you though. :)
In a cynical point of view the tinge of bitterness gives me the strength to do what I have to.

I'm too old for this shit.
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