I need all opinions
Ok Tuesday I was told that on Sunday me my bible study teacher and two brothers would all have a talk about me becoming an unbaptized publisher. I was so thrilled so excited until my teacher was mentioning that I may not be ready. She even mentioned to these brothers the way I had been introduced to this religion. Now my teacher seems to think constantly that I try to progress because of Nathan, that my intentions aren't pure. You don't know how bad it hurts for people to think that. You'd think that after a year and a half of studying she would believe my intentions are pure. If I just wanted to be with Nathan it wouldn't have taken me this long to start moving on and wanting more. I feel maybe I should get another teacher, one even older and more experienced. I don't feel my teacher is helping me to progress. What do I do?...