it's possible to miss what you never had...
i am sooooo glad i stayed out at the inferno tonight... much much much love to everyone i saw there... twas a truly beautiful night of flirtation & dancing & hugs & conversation & joy & confessions & love.
funny how it struck me when i walked into the dark, quiet apartment... how incredibly lonely i am... i can't say it, i can't make the phone call, i can't confess this...
but i wanted so badly. it hurts more than i could possibly say... falling asleep alone.
funny how it struck me when i walked into the dark, quiet apartment... how incredibly lonely i am... i can't say it, i can't make the phone call, i can't confess this...
but i wanted so badly. it hurts more than i could possibly say... falling asleep alone.