Argh, Woo, hiss, and huzzah.. I made a livejournal account.
Why did I make a LJ account when made so many excuses as to why I don't need/want/see the point in one? Well it's so I can say stuff without being interrupted (you know who you are that do that ¬_¬). Plus it's so I can talk about my stuff and put thought into how how I construct what I want to say.
So yeah.. it's like my personal rant.. joy.. hate.. and love page.. plus my therapy to be able to blog, vent, and bounce around where no one can stop me!
Right, I'm jumping into this blogging nonsense knee deep and will start talking about what's going on with me lately.
Despite what I may, or may not have said to anyone reading this. The main thing circling around my head at the moment is University and how excited I am about it! Dude seriously, my inner child will soon get to express every single creative idea in some kind of idea vomiting fest. My inner child is quite assuredly horny for mental action, I can tells ya.
Here's the thing though that's really peculiar, I keep feeling like stuff is putting a damper on my attempts to remain positive about it. It's all very annoying.. I can't really explain why or what I feel just that it's bugging me.
Also.. this next mini rant maybe linked to the last one.. not sure.. but hmm. Feel so socially burnt out lately, I am kinda desperate for someone to just say something pleasant about their day or bump into someone that's feeling smiley, this may sound selfish and all but it would be nice to soak up some positive vibes off someone.
..Following on from that thought.. I wonder just how many people live their emotional lives through other people. I spoke about this with Mhari once. Some people' emotions just mimic the people they spend their time with. It's all very peculiar stuff. I wonder what a psycologist would make of that.
'Dave I do believe what you're suffering from emotional AIDS, your own emotional immune system has broken down and failed, so you now catch whatever emotional condition is in the air'.
...damn then people could start manipulating me by putting me into an emotional state and then getting me to do stuff. Eww... horrible thought.
Anyways last thing about my lack of sociableness (don't care if that's a real word or not) lately, I think it maybe because I haven't been doing enough solo stuff lately. I have been spending a lot of time when not at work on skype. When not on skype I play mass multi player games online. Plus I have started doing a lot of my favorite things with others.. like cinema.. browsing.. and the earlier mentioned games playing. My brains finally rebelled against me and is demanding to be allowed to shut off the social usb devices I have connected to my brain. They keep causing me to blue screen.
Right, I'll end my first post on a positive note considering all the negative stuff I have littered it with. I finally have a sketch one of the characters for an story I am writing quite near perfected! Yay! I shall maybe start sharing these sketches I do on my LJ when I get around to actually sorting out a new scanner for myself.
So yeah.. it's like my personal rant.. joy.. hate.. and love page.. plus my therapy to be able to blog, vent, and bounce around where no one can stop me!
Right, I'm jumping into this blogging nonsense knee deep and will start talking about what's going on with me lately.
Despite what I may, or may not have said to anyone reading this. The main thing circling around my head at the moment is University and how excited I am about it! Dude seriously, my inner child will soon get to express every single creative idea in some kind of idea vomiting fest. My inner child is quite assuredly horny for mental action, I can tells ya.
Here's the thing though that's really peculiar, I keep feeling like stuff is putting a damper on my attempts to remain positive about it. It's all very annoying.. I can't really explain why or what I feel just that it's bugging me.
Also.. this next mini rant maybe linked to the last one.. not sure.. but hmm. Feel so socially burnt out lately, I am kinda desperate for someone to just say something pleasant about their day or bump into someone that's feeling smiley, this may sound selfish and all but it would be nice to soak up some positive vibes off someone.
..Following on from that thought.. I wonder just how many people live their emotional lives through other people. I spoke about this with Mhari once. Some people' emotions just mimic the people they spend their time with. It's all very peculiar stuff. I wonder what a psycologist would make of that.
'Dave I do believe what you're suffering from emotional AIDS, your own emotional immune system has broken down and failed, so you now catch whatever emotional condition is in the air'.
...damn then people could start manipulating me by putting me into an emotional state and then getting me to do stuff. Eww... horrible thought.
Anyways last thing about my lack of sociableness (don't care if that's a real word or not) lately, I think it maybe because I haven't been doing enough solo stuff lately. I have been spending a lot of time when not at work on skype. When not on skype I play mass multi player games online. Plus I have started doing a lot of my favorite things with others.. like cinema.. browsing.. and the earlier mentioned games playing. My brains finally rebelled against me and is demanding to be allowed to shut off the social usb devices I have connected to my brain. They keep causing me to blue screen.
Right, I'll end my first post on a positive note considering all the negative stuff I have littered it with. I finally have a sketch one of the characters for an story I am writing quite near perfected! Yay! I shall maybe start sharing these sketches I do on my LJ when I get around to actually sorting out a new scanner for myself.