I need to vent.
I really hate the people in Lake Orion. Even my own mom seems to set her mind to the stereotypes that are here. It's bullshit. You can't be your own person, do the things you want to do, and be accepted in this town. What sucks the most is that people will turn on you with the snap of a finger. That's not a true friend. They're just too afraid to step out of the norm, because they don't want to become an "outsider." No one cares about anyone else except for themselves. I mean, isn't there a point where you just have to stop being so full of yourself?
Another thing, the whole trust situation. I'm finding it hard to believe there is such a thing; trust that is. The select few people I thought I could trust before are now slowly slimming down. I'm realizing that when put in a certain situation, a stupid situation, the trust you had in someone can just fall apart. And vise versa.
I wish I didn't even have to go to college. That way when I graduated I could just leave this town and go where I want. Sadly I'm not rich enough. Hopefully I can be able to afford an apartment, and go to OU. I'll at least be away from some people.
I'm going to be honest about this too. It is directed towards certain people, and you do know who you are. But I don't think it matters anyways, because you probably won't change.
As for the people I still feel like I can trust, thank you. Especially Dan. I don't know what I'd do without him right now. It's good to know there's someone out there who I really truly matter to. I love my boo.
Another thing, the whole trust situation. I'm finding it hard to believe there is such a thing; trust that is. The select few people I thought I could trust before are now slowly slimming down. I'm realizing that when put in a certain situation, a stupid situation, the trust you had in someone can just fall apart. And vise versa.
I wish I didn't even have to go to college. That way when I graduated I could just leave this town and go where I want. Sadly I'm not rich enough. Hopefully I can be able to afford an apartment, and go to OU. I'll at least be away from some people.
I'm going to be honest about this too. It is directed towards certain people, and you do know who you are. But I don't think it matters anyways, because you probably won't change.
As for the people I still feel like I can trust, thank you. Especially Dan. I don't know what I'd do without him right now. It's good to know there's someone out there who I really truly matter to. I love my boo.