Mar 27, 2010 07:44
[Filter: Private]
I do feel awful about looking over my shoulder at him every second. I should be trusting him -- I know that. He's my husband, he's the father of my daughter. Dragons, this marriage has got a bleak future if I'm already starting to worry about him undermining me.
But I -- I know Kray. I knew Kray before I was Lady of Rayla, before Malery, before any of this. I know that he's the sort of person who just can't help but work against authority no matter what he thinks of it. That's who he is. It's just his nature. And it was charming, back then, when I was a little guy against the man and he was a rebel.
But now ... well, now I am the man, and I just can't afford it.
Which doesn't make it sit any better, but hey. All part of leadership, isn't it? Even the ugly parts are neccessary parts.
[Filter: Keller]
Hey. I need to ask a favour.