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whats up?
i'm not too sure about ryan and i right now. i think he might feel im a little too immature for him. before going up to slo with him we were fine and dandy and all twitterpated with each other and now things feel very rocky.
yesterday after school i hungout with sean k from my work and had some lunch and drinks at the brig then walked over to the boathouse and 6 cocktails later all i remember was being at the beach.....getting there? i couldnt tell you... but i slightly remember swimming in the water fully clothed and sean laughing, then the next thing i now its 3:45 am and im in bed to wake up to a completely broken shower curtain and vomit in a bathtub with water still not drained out and i look like complete hell.
so me not drinking for a while might help my relationship with ryan.....ya? i think so...
i'm not too sure about ryan and i right now. i think he might feel im a little too immature for him. before going up to slo with him we were fine and dandy and all twitterpated with each other and now things feel very rocky.
yesterday after school i hungout with sean k from my work and had some lunch and drinks at the brig then walked over to the boathouse and 6 cocktails later all i remember was being at the beach.....getting there? i couldnt tell you... but i slightly remember swimming in the water fully clothed and sean laughing, then the next thing i now its 3:45 am and im in bed to wake up to a completely broken shower curtain and vomit in a bathtub with water still not drained out and i look like complete hell.
so me not drinking for a while might help my relationship with ryan.....ya? i think so...