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guess where i am!
sitting in bed!
this is amazing for two reasons:
1. i finally got rid of my decrepit falling apart horrible old ghetto computer and got a shiny laptop (which i will be paying for for a loooong time).
2. i am on the internet. yes, our internet is fixed.
i don't really have anything of worth to say, just wanted to post because i have internet.
oh except the ex boyfriend of ten months has a new girlfriend, and i found this out through the INTERNET. no, i wasn't stalking. it was an accident. or coincidence. i don't know. it just wasn't stalking.
and it's hard. i don't want him anymore, but in the back of my mind it was like i could always have him if i wanted to. and now i can't. actually, not even that. how can you go from loving someone so much to moving on to someone else? it takes time to heal. i'm learning that heartbreak can resurface.
and also, i made a new friend. a female friend. i am excited, because it's so hard to make girl friends. i mean, you can't just pick up a girl in a bar and say, "let's be friends and go shopping and hang out." it doesn't work that way. but this girl seems nice, and perhaps my circle will widen. which i have been stressing over lately. that my world is shrinking instead of expanding. but this will be good.
sitting in bed!
this is amazing for two reasons:
1. i finally got rid of my decrepit falling apart horrible old ghetto computer and got a shiny laptop (which i will be paying for for a loooong time).
2. i am on the internet. yes, our internet is fixed.
i don't really have anything of worth to say, just wanted to post because i have internet.
oh except the ex boyfriend of ten months has a new girlfriend, and i found this out through the INTERNET. no, i wasn't stalking. it was an accident. or coincidence. i don't know. it just wasn't stalking.
and it's hard. i don't want him anymore, but in the back of my mind it was like i could always have him if i wanted to. and now i can't. actually, not even that. how can you go from loving someone so much to moving on to someone else? it takes time to heal. i'm learning that heartbreak can resurface.
and also, i made a new friend. a female friend. i am excited, because it's so hard to make girl friends. i mean, you can't just pick up a girl in a bar and say, "let's be friends and go shopping and hang out." it doesn't work that way. but this girl seems nice, and perhaps my circle will widen. which i have been stressing over lately. that my world is shrinking instead of expanding. but this will be good.