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If I made a diagram of my mind, it would be like a stack of panckes. Each pancake has a different thought process going on. I bet I have a lot of pancakes come to think of it. My random thought for the day.
Livejournal is funny in that I have a hard time publicising the events of my life, but for some reason it's okay to leave hints. All the while, the most important things are completely ignored. I always wish that people would tell me what's actually going on with them.
So I'm going to tell you what's actually going on with me, partially because I'm keeping people I don't see so much (which is pretty much everyone) updated and partially because I hide my faith too often.
I've been praying a lot. I pray all the time about everything. I read the Bible, usually twice a day. i am doing everything I can to do things right for the first time in, literally, years. I am attending church more than twice a year. I am, in fact, going almost every week. I'm even flossing again and I went on a seven mile bike ride today. My life is completely different and I feel strange that I can think of only one person who knows that about me. Well, two, including me. Sometimes, I feel like I am a completely new person every day. Yesterday, I felt old enough to be someone's grandmother and today I don't feel mature enough to maintain any kind of realistic relationship.
Everything is comign together. I feel like I don't need to worry so much anymore. All I need to do is keep up my relationship with God and the rest of my life should just be the biproducts of that. Yeah, that might suond kinda crazy.
Livejournal is funny in that I have a hard time publicising the events of my life, but for some reason it's okay to leave hints. All the while, the most important things are completely ignored. I always wish that people would tell me what's actually going on with them.
So I'm going to tell you what's actually going on with me, partially because I'm keeping people I don't see so much (which is pretty much everyone) updated and partially because I hide my faith too often.
I've been praying a lot. I pray all the time about everything. I read the Bible, usually twice a day. i am doing everything I can to do things right for the first time in, literally, years. I am attending church more than twice a year. I am, in fact, going almost every week. I'm even flossing again and I went on a seven mile bike ride today. My life is completely different and I feel strange that I can think of only one person who knows that about me. Well, two, including me. Sometimes, I feel like I am a completely new person every day. Yesterday, I felt old enough to be someone's grandmother and today I don't feel mature enough to maintain any kind of realistic relationship.
Everything is comign together. I feel like I don't need to worry so much anymore. All I need to do is keep up my relationship with God and the rest of my life should just be the biproducts of that. Yeah, that might suond kinda crazy.