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and i find myself being stupid over a boy who i probably have nothing in common with. and i just wish to cry but i wont bring myself to do so. because i'm really not crying over him, i'm crying over myself.
because i know in the end i'll never be happy. because even if the guy were to be exactly like me, i'll never be okay.
i'm going to buy sarah a belt buckle for valentines day. it will be lovely. since she is my valentine? hah.
since i get a pay check of like 15 dollars i'll probably spend it all on that. i want to get her a really nice one.
me elena and sar are going boy shopping... hopefully they both get a nice one, because they deserve it<3
because i know in the end i'll never be happy. because even if the guy were to be exactly like me, i'll never be okay.
i'm going to buy sarah a belt buckle for valentines day. it will be lovely. since she is my valentine? hah.
since i get a pay check of like 15 dollars i'll probably spend it all on that. i want to get her a really nice one.
me elena and sar are going boy shopping... hopefully they both get a nice one, because they deserve it<3