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Im so sick of this fucking rollercoaster of emotions. Its up one day, each hour and down the next. Its feeling happy and content and peaceful yesterday to feeling overwhelmed, tearful, anixous and unable to concentrate today. What is this madness? What is this bullshit? Why cant I just feel balance? Its been as far back as I can remember. Sure, I have made enormous strides in the past couple years and even the past 6 months, but I dont want to own this anymore. I dont want these cycles of horror anymore. I want serenity now. I want peace. I want content. I dont want this anymore. Leave.