so cvg
it is 2 am now i could have been in bed hours ago but i decided that staying up to watch rounders would be better. tomorrow is work again just like yesterday and so on and so things have been looking really bleak for me i am worried about credit and savings accounts more then i am how i am changing the world. i used to believe in something that things were going to change. but now i think that nothing less then a complete fall out of everything we know is going to change anything. I think now and i have very little hopes for the future. just one day in front of the computer at a time... i wonder some times , how long i am going to wait for the " one Day" that i am looking for. nothing changes i just get a little less hopeful everyday that tomorrow is going to offer something new, mostly somethign new in my to find it.