so much
so i don't know where to even start i guess i am going to start a week ago my grandmother died. I don't think it has set it as much as it would have if i had to face it everyday like everyone esle in my family. it is easy for my to distance myself from her death because i don't have to see my family and the glum faces, i don't have to go to my grandfathers house to tell him that life is still worth living. I was asked to say something for her at her funeral. only a few things came to mind when i walked in front of all of the crying faces. one so what now, grandma was the only person that i felt i could relate to in my family that wasn't my own personal family. I said how she was alway excepting. and the cornerstone of the family. i could have said so much more.....
on saturday i went to sages early in the morning. right when it opened. 9 am. i was eating outside and this drunkman strolled up to me, and i was getting ready to turnhim down on asking for change. i was some what caught of guard by what he said" the other day i can to the bar, i locked my bike right there and someone stole the back tire off of it. what would someone do with a back tire?" he just wanted to talk to someone for a bit. Maybe i close myself off to much to get this kind of thing to happen to often. he just wanted to feel human for a second chat with a stranger.... he went on he way to the bar it was 9 am
i went to vegas with my work. i will be moving to boston in october 2006 we are planning the trip already.
me and elle are going from amazing to rocks more then i can count. i miss her right now, i am in love with her this distance is causing trouble.
seemed like so much more has happened.....
on saturday i went to sages early in the morning. right when it opened. 9 am. i was eating outside and this drunkman strolled up to me, and i was getting ready to turnhim down on asking for change. i was some what caught of guard by what he said" the other day i can to the bar, i locked my bike right there and someone stole the back tire off of it. what would someone do with a back tire?" he just wanted to talk to someone for a bit. Maybe i close myself off to much to get this kind of thing to happen to often. he just wanted to feel human for a second chat with a stranger.... he went on he way to the bar it was 9 am
i went to vegas with my work. i will be moving to boston in october 2006 we are planning the trip already.
me and elle are going from amazing to rocks more then i can count. i miss her right now, i am in love with her this distance is causing trouble.
seemed like so much more has happened.....