how long have i been in this storm? so overwhelmed by the oceans shapeless form

[withouthope]

for the first time in a long time, i feel nearly complete. i feel i have conquered my life. i have conquered my love. i have conquered my immaturity.

i work at a place where we're all family.

after the staff xmas party i went to phil's and my boss and her hubbie were there. we all drank and talked about everything.

i have this girl, that cares more for me than anything. and i am just so lucky.

i have a family i come home to, nephews, aunts, brother, sisters, momma, friends and we're back to day one. we're back to our craziness and our loving fights.

i have a future.