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i don't want to become the part that doesn't last.
i'm going to be happy one day.
"are you happy dee?"
"no. i'm starting to think i'll never be."
"yah."
my head is all jumbled up right now.
i've been working the tan off my ass.
last night my nephew came in and told me the story of how he cut his toe and cried. then he hugged me. he won't be able to come into my room to tell me little stories like that again. there are some things i can't believe i can break away from, but i know it's the right thing. i'm a grown up now. mommy wow, look at me now.
and she is a reason why i'm moving out there, but not THE reason, just a nice part of the package.
it's 12:16 am right now. so officially it's 7 days. then it's the big city (bigger than i've become accustomed to that is) and wee little me.
i'm going to be happy one day.
"are you happy dee?"
"no. i'm starting to think i'll never be."
"yah."
my head is all jumbled up right now.
i've been working the tan off my ass.
last night my nephew came in and told me the story of how he cut his toe and cried. then he hugged me. he won't be able to come into my room to tell me little stories like that again. there are some things i can't believe i can break away from, but i know it's the right thing. i'm a grown up now. mommy wow, look at me now.
and she is a reason why i'm moving out there, but not THE reason, just a nice part of the package.
it's 12:16 am right now. so officially it's 7 days. then it's the big city (bigger than i've become accustomed to that is) and wee little me.