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You spend your whole life growing and changing. Truth is I have a hard time keeping up with myself. I often lose track of who I am. So every couple of months I have to take a step back and let myself catch up;
Sometimes I feel like my life is made up of stills and clips from movies that wouldn't make any money or make any sense.
So my creative writing class had a party...
As far as my life goes... things are what they are. I'm dealing with things the best I can. I started AA and to my surprise it's actually pretty cool. No one in it is actually an alcoholic, we all just got fucked over by stupid mistakes and bored police officers. I'm the youngest by 10 years which is a little... awkward, but they think I'm funny.
I've started spacing myself again. For some reason I'm less lonely when I'm alone.
Which is why I have so much time for vanity...
I hope you enjoy my self-centeredness as much as I pretend to.
p.s. I'm really over hanging out with couples. If you are part of one and think it would be a really good idea to invite me to hang out and watch you make out... you're wrong. So next time you think about asking me to spend time with you and your significant other don't bother, I will say no.