Oct 06, 2003 01:46
why is everything so fucked up right now?
and why do I only have one person in my life who cares about that, and tries to help me through it constantly?
and why do I care about everyone when I feel so left behind, bleeding life out onto the empty pavement of some unknown street, by all of them?
and why... why on earth am I happy enough to carry on and keep going, and keep tackling life, and keep on being there for people who I have felt forsaken by?
well if you're reading this, and I don't think you would be out of any genuine concern, except to serve your own ends to entertain yourselves and escape boredom, you already know why.
Katie... I love you. No matter what anyone says, you have done more for me than anyone I have met through the course of my life, and I won't let anyone play it down, or tell us it won't always be like that. When we change we'll decide our fate.
I love you... and that will be all I hold onto when I never sleep tonight.