I had lunch at Nico's with Chaz and Marshal. It was yummy.
My sister had her first day of school. She seems happy.
My mom is in her superbitch mood today. That's a bummer.
Gonna go teach my dad how to drive stick. That will be sickening.
Katie's got class today. I miss her. I'm pathetic.
Anyway... whenever you come home (to your dorm anyway) check this out Katie. I'm missing like two songs, but I don't really like em anyway. This is your CD.
Coldplay - I Bloom Blaum
Darling, those tired eyes
Go with me all the time
And in the dead of night
Tell me you will be mine
Where do you go to, pretty babe?
Where do you go to when the night winds away?
Ask me so sweetly, what do I do?
And who do I sing for?
Well honey, I sing about you
You...you...
Incubus - I Miss You
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, if I said
I miss you.
I see your picture; I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you
David Gray - Please Forgive Me
Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do.
Feels like lightning running through my veins
Every time I look at you
Every time I look at you
Help me out here
All my words are falling short
And there's so much I want to say
Want to tell you just how good it feels
When you look at me that way
When you look at me that way
Throw a stone and watch the ripples flow
Moving out across the bay
Like a stone I fall into your eyes
Deep into some mystery
Deep into that mystery
I got half a mind to scream out loud
I got half a mind to die
So I won't ever have to lose you girl
Won't ever have to say goodbye
I won't ever have to lie
Won't ever have to say goodbye
Yeah na na na na
Yeah na na na na
Please forgive me
If I act a little strange
For I know not what I do
It's like my head is filled with lightning girl
Every time I look at you
Every time I look at you
Every time I look at you
Every time I look at you
Peter Gabriel - In Your Eyes
Love I get so lost, sometimes
Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
When I want to run away
I drive off in my car
But whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
All my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
The heat I see in your eyes
Love, I don't like to see so much pain
So much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive
And all my instincts, they return
And the grand facade, so soon will burn
Without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
In your eyes
The light the heat
In your eyes
I am complete
In your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
In your eyes
The resolution of all the fruitless searches
In your eyes
I see the light and the heat
In your eyes
Oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
The heat I see in your eyes
In your eyes in your eyes
In your eyes in your eyes
In your eyes in your eyes
Ben E. King - Stand By Me
When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me
If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah
Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me
Dave Matthews Band - Crash Into Me
You've got your ball
You’ve got your chain
Tied to me tight tie me up again
Who’s got their claws
In you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
And sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
To forgive me
In my haste
When I'm holding you so girl
Close to me
Oh and you come crash
Into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
And show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream... In a boys dream
Oh I watch you there
Through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
Wear it so well
Tied up and twisted
The way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
Into me
Jets to Brazil - Sea Anemone
The curtain's a sea anemone
In the way it sways
To the slow breeze
I lie spread out on the floor
Looking at these things
And most of them are yours
And it's so nice
Sitting very still
Without those old shoes
I could never fill
Starfish with its arms out in a daze
Staring at the stars
Through an ocean haze
Was I one you wished upon?
Burned out like a light bulb
When you turned me on
And it's so nice
Sleeping here all alone
With my ashtray and
White courtesy telephone
Now I'm making out the shapes
Like the shower rod - can it take my weight?
I will tell you I am fine
I got some news, friend, feels like I'm dying
Turtle on its back in the desert sea
And you look like a cool drink
Just slightly out of reach
Draw myself into the shell
Waiting on a sign from god
Or a nod from hell
And it's so nice
Sitting very still
Without those old shoes
I could never fill
No we're turning on the lights
It's the first day of my second life
Take my name off of the lease
You can even keep the name it never suited me
Counting Crows - Colorblind
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
Colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine
Sister Hazel - Your Winter
Grey Ceiling on the Earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
Your opinion, what is that? It's just a different point of view
So, what else what else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, and I'm sorry
I said I'm sorry but what for if I hurt you
Then I hate myself, I don't wanna hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose your pain
If you only knew
How much I love you, Love you
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
And we can be forgiven
And I will be here.
Old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
Frozen image of ourselves
We were acting like a child
You read my eyes just like your diary
Oh remember please remember
Well I'm not a beggar, but once more,
Well if I hurt you, then I hate myself, I don't want to hate myself
Don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain
If you only knew how much I love you, Love you
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
And we can be forgiven
And I will be here.
I won't be your winter
And I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
And we can be forgiven
And I will be here...
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
And we can be forgiven
And I will be here.
Stevie Wonder - I believe
Shattered dreams worthless years
Here am I encased inside a hollow shell
Life began then was done
Now I stare into a cold and empty well
The many sounds that meet our ears the sights our eyes behold
Will open up our melting hearts and feed our empty souls
I believe when I fall in love with you
It will be forever
I believe when I fall in love this time
It will be forever
Without despair we will care
And the joys of caring will not be replaced
What has been must never end
And with the strength we have won’t be erased
When the truths of love are planted firm they won’t be hard to find
And the words of love I speak to you will echo in my mind
I believe when I fall in love with you
It will be forever
I believe when I fall in love this time
It will be forever
I believe when I fall in love with you
It will be forever
I believe when I fall in love this time
It will be forever
I'm so glad that I found someone to believe in again
I’m so glad that I found someone to believe in again
God answered my prayers
God answered my prayers
God answered my prayers
God answered my prayers
God always will answer your prayers
God always will answer your prayers
Believe in god he will answer your prayers
Thank you god
C’mon lets fall in love
You’re the woman I been dreaming of
C’mon lets fall in love
You’re the girl that I really adore
Don’t you wanna don’t you wanna don’t you wanna
Fall in love
Don’t you wanna don’t you wanna don’t you wanna
Fall in love
My Girl - Temptations
I've got sunshine, on a cloudy day...
When it’s cold outside, I've got the month of May.
I'd guess you'd say,
What can make me feel this way?
My girl,
My girl,
My girl,
Talking bout my girl.
My girl!
I've got so much honey the bees envy me.
I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees.
Well I'd guess you'd say,
What can make me feel this way?
My girl,
My girl,
My girl,
Talking bout my girl.
My girl!
I don't need nobody,
Oh just my baby.
I've got all the riches baby,
One man can claim.
I'd guess you'd say,
What can make me feel this way?
My girl,
My girl,
My girl,
Talking bout my girl.
My girl!
The Police - Every Little Thing She Does is Magic
Though I've tried before to tell her
Of the feelings I have for her in my heart
Every time that I come near her
I just lose my nerve
As I've done from the start
Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on
Do I have to tell the story
Of a thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me that ends up getting wet
Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on
I resolve to call her up a thousand times a day
And ask her if she'll marry me in some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reach the phone
Long before my tongue has tripped me
Must I always be alone?
Every little thing she does is magic
Everything she do just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for her goes on
Fiona Apple - Never Is a Promise
You'll never see the courage I know
Its colors richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgments made on you
But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention ... to you
You'll say you understand, but you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie
You'll never touch these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown ... to you
You'll say, don't fear your dreams, it's easier than it seems
You'll say, you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie
You'll never live the life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks at though I might give up this fight
But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch, I see from greater heights
I understand what I am now too smart to mention ... to you
You'll say you understand, you'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie
Incubus - Aqueous Transmission
I’m floating down a river
Oars freed from their holes long ago
Lying face up on the floor
Of my vessel
I marvel at the stars
And feel my heart overflow
Further down the river
Two weeks without my lover
I’m in this boat alone
Floating down a river named emotion
Will I make it back to shore?
Or drift into the unknown
Further down the river
I’m building an antenna
Transmissions will be sent
When I am through
Maybe we can meet again
Further down the river
And share what we both discovered
Then revel in the view
Further down the river
I’m floating down a river