taking so long
WHOa i haven't posted here in along time.
no point in recording my pointless existence.
and yes i'm still depressed. currently i have lost the will to live. so behind with uni work etc.
won't be home for bonfire night :( i go home most weekend but thought i should stay here and do some work. i haven't.
i started national novel writing month but am so behind. have given up the joke idea of being a writer ever as i don't even like writer. what an idiot.
fireworks going off everywhere grrrrrr
since my last entry i have met milo ventimiglia (yum!) though not really met him as like he totally ignored me when i got his autograph :( but he smiled at me before when i got a photo with him and adrian pasdar. and last weekend i met james kyson lee and matthew john armstrong, both lovely. so that was nice. really nice day with my nephew joel. he got chris judge's autograph but i don't watch stargate.
it's a shame after such a great day the week after/this week has just been so hard. i really have lost the will. i'm not quite so depressed right now but so so motivationless it's terrible but i just cannnnnnnnnnnn't do it. :(
saw stardust last friday i think. AMAZING. bought the book but not read it yet.
so yes. i still fail at life.
no point in recording my pointless existence.
and yes i'm still depressed. currently i have lost the will to live. so behind with uni work etc.
won't be home for bonfire night :( i go home most weekend but thought i should stay here and do some work. i haven't.
i started national novel writing month but am so behind. have given up the joke idea of being a writer ever as i don't even like writer. what an idiot.
fireworks going off everywhere grrrrrr
since my last entry i have met milo ventimiglia (yum!) though not really met him as like he totally ignored me when i got his autograph :( but he smiled at me before when i got a photo with him and adrian pasdar. and last weekend i met james kyson lee and matthew john armstrong, both lovely. so that was nice. really nice day with my nephew joel. he got chris judge's autograph but i don't watch stargate.
it's a shame after such a great day the week after/this week has just been so hard. i really have lost the will. i'm not quite so depressed right now but so so motivationless it's terrible but i just cannnnnnnnnnnn't do it. :(
saw stardust last friday i think. AMAZING. bought the book but not read it yet.
so yes. i still fail at life.