Feb 06, 2006 13:07
im in love with a boy named quinn.
this is the worst news I could deliver.
quinn comes over late at night just so I can lay with him on the couch and sleep. and he cleaned up the dishes after dinner and has spent more time at MY house in a week and a half than Andy spent in 3 months.
oh god, this is not a good idea. not a good idea at all. this is bad.
I keep forgetting Andy and I were ever even together. Seems like quinn and I could have been together for years.
alex and I keep talking... and talking and talking. and even if I was to live till i was 102 and just dont think id ever get over you..
sweet christ I was planning on no boy for a very long time and then quinn just came out of nowhere and blind sided me and now I am totally confused and blissfully content with everything in my life... though it is confusing. so so so confusing.
I think about him all the time.
i need a vacation
but i wouldnt go because I dont want to be away from him