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I did it... I broke up with him..
once again its one of those situations where i feel like i lost something... And he just doesnt care. He will be fine and happy and just like always... with all his friends and phone numbers. Come friday, well I dont know. For him, nothing is different. He never did anything with me, I did things with him.
OH well, Im completely embarrassed that my name is on their list now. Yes, there is a list, a master copy so they can keep track of all the girls.
And at parties when they talk about sex and girls.. I'm fair game for ridicule. I am an idiot.
fuck
Im so dumb.
but oh well... I will be better because of it. Andy is not important. Andy's friends are not important.
This was a mistake. I should have listened.
once again its one of those situations where i feel like i lost something... And he just doesnt care. He will be fine and happy and just like always... with all his friends and phone numbers. Come friday, well I dont know. For him, nothing is different. He never did anything with me, I did things with him.
OH well, Im completely embarrassed that my name is on their list now. Yes, there is a list, a master copy so they can keep track of all the girls.
And at parties when they talk about sex and girls.. I'm fair game for ridicule. I am an idiot.
fuck
Im so dumb.
but oh well... I will be better because of it. Andy is not important. Andy's friends are not important.
This was a mistake. I should have listened.