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[without_you4]

so
i just found out a friend of mine
that i'm kinda close with
well
yeah,
"Z"
yeah, "Z" slept with some gurl
three times

and i dunno
i was totally surprised

and i was like "i'm just shocked"
"Z" was like
yeah it all happened kinda fast
and well, it just happened

but it happened 3times !!!
i dunno,
i feel like...so ignorant now
cuz
!
i'm so confused
like,
i dunno, to think that it
might have been me
if i were in a similar
situation

yeah, it just happened so
fast
well,
now i'm gonna have an even
bigger wall for guyz to get
through
cuz. i don't want anything
to be so fast i forget my
morals
and "Z" had them
i know "Z" did
and.
*sigh*

lil naive me

~A