Mar 22, 2006 17:16
SO I've tripped again and things are gonna start getting interesting
Don't give me choices because...I can't decide
My mind is soaked in words
I've come to terms with all my insecurities
And purity's no friend of mine
Dreaming doesn't do any good
Cuz I don't wanna lie
That I'm okay and I'm alright
I'd rather take it and forget it
Consider this a Warning
I feel like I've built a wall around me to keep people out. I did it to protect myself but now I'm trapped behind it.
Even though it gets lonely and I really want people to come inside, I just don't know how to connect with them
and I also fear the rejection/pain it could cause if people would know the real me.
I've spent so much strength and energy building this wall that I don't currently have the energy to tear it down.
I'm safe and comfortable behind my wall, even though it's quite lonely inside.
The closer someone gets to trying to come behind my wall, the harder I'll fight to keep them out.
Not that I want to, I just feel the need to protect myself.
-Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough-
We walk through the doors..so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize.
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason.
I have a lot on my mind
stop me