Wreck of the day

Mar 22, 2006 17:16

SO I've tripped again and things are gonna start getting interesting
                 Don't give me choices because...I can't decide 
                                          My mind is soaked in words
                                 I've come to terms with all my insecurities
                                                            And purity's no friend of mine
                                                    Dreaming doesn't do any good 
                                        Cuz I don't wanna lie
                                                                 That I'm okay and I'm alright
                                                I'd rather take it and forget it
                                                                       Consider this a Warning

I feel like I've built a wall around me to keep people out. I did it to protect myself but now I'm trapped behind it. 
Even though it gets lonely and I really want people to come inside, I just don't know how to connect with them 
and I also fear the rejection/pain it could cause if people would know the real me. 
I've spent so much strength and energy building this wall that I don't currently have the energy to tear it down. 
I'm safe and comfortable behind my wall, even though it's quite lonely inside. 
The closer someone gets to trying to come behind my wall, the harder I'll fight to keep them out. 
Not that I want to, I just feel the need to protect myself.

-Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough-

We walk through the doors..so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize.
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason.

I have a lot on my mind
stop me
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