insomniak
So yes it's 3 in the morning and I can't sleep!
I have started two paintings today, to make a dyptic. Tomorrow and Saturday will be crunch time, I need give birth to atleast 4 more.
I've got the subjects and research done so the hardest is accomplished (i.e. these WILL have substance). Why am I complaining? I get to do something that I have complete ease at doing, I can make money off of my own homework. I can watch movies, talk on the phone and listen to music while doing my job.
Yet, because it has become my job I've just lost desire to do it. Now my shit's all spread out on the floor so I can go to work when I want.
This is gonna be the new me. I've got to focus on my work, on my mind, and my development.
I'm also gonna work on standing up for myself, no fearing confrontation!
Gonna focus less on arno, it only creates problems when I do that, and focus more on me. All of this can only bring good outcome.
On me, my career and my relationship.
A few rules:
1. Draw everyday
2. Read at night
3. Push people in the street if they get in my way. Same goes for the metro.
4. Speak up when something pisses me off, not explode later on in my journal. (building all this anger inside to bring it home is not good for anyone).
5. Posture is a big one: Walk tall, chin up.
6. Learn to shut my mouth also. (kind of paradoxal, its a different context).
That's good enough for now. I really have to keep that in mind.
Ok, so new day tomorrow, and new Ana.
Oh yeah Rage, that girl is hot fo sho.
I have started two paintings today, to make a dyptic. Tomorrow and Saturday will be crunch time, I need give birth to atleast 4 more.
I've got the subjects and research done so the hardest is accomplished (i.e. these WILL have substance). Why am I complaining? I get to do something that I have complete ease at doing, I can make money off of my own homework. I can watch movies, talk on the phone and listen to music while doing my job.
Yet, because it has become my job I've just lost desire to do it. Now my shit's all spread out on the floor so I can go to work when I want.
This is gonna be the new me. I've got to focus on my work, on my mind, and my development.
I'm also gonna work on standing up for myself, no fearing confrontation!
Gonna focus less on arno, it only creates problems when I do that, and focus more on me. All of this can only bring good outcome.
On me, my career and my relationship.
A few rules:
1. Draw everyday
2. Read at night
3. Push people in the street if they get in my way. Same goes for the metro.
4. Speak up when something pisses me off, not explode later on in my journal. (building all this anger inside to bring it home is not good for anyone).
5. Posture is a big one: Walk tall, chin up.
6. Learn to shut my mouth also. (kind of paradoxal, its a different context).
That's good enough for now. I really have to keep that in mind.
Ok, so new day tomorrow, and new Ana.
Oh yeah Rage, that girl is hot fo sho.