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okay so lets see...uhm
my week.....monday i skated and i thik thats alll.bt then again thats what i do everyday just sk8 and stufff...tuesday...went to go see tina at her house then went skating then went to the movies with her and other ppl.....which was cool....wednesday....went sk8in again..got some more footage for my vid. which was pretty tight.....thursday did the same thing but i also went to the mall and got some stuff.....and i met some cool new ppl that freakin rock!!!!!!.....but other then that my day went the same as always...friday...uhm went sk8in then i went to the franklin football game which was cooll then i went to some party that was like so badass...but then the cops shpwed up after which sucked...ut then i went to my friend edgars house and had like a little party of our own which was cool..so now here i am 2 55 in the morning just thinkin about tina ....wondering whats gonn happen next.....her friends and just whats to come for us...i need to stopp partying...its starting to get to me....
i feel like if i have alot to say about the situation......tina and I....just the thought of us being together is like wow! i want it to happen so bad but i never get the chance to actually tell her how i feel...yes i do love her like so much....i just never thoought that her and i would ever happen...which is great...and i love evrything about her...and now i realize why everone is sooooooo over protective...i know it took me a while to realize but yea...what ami supposed to do next? i mean i know what i want .....i want tina..liek soooo bad..i just dnt want ppl to think thatt im taking her away from them...i dnt knw what to do right now...im just like seriously confused...i feel so shure about the situation but then i dnt...i dnt knw why though...i usually know wats goin on but this time is different i want everything to become so perfect....between her and i...but then aain whos perfect??..noone...
so school starts on tuesday...im kinda excited i was more excited before but now just the thought of being in school is like.blah.so im hoping things go great and if they dnt o well ...what can i do?? so i guess ill stop here cause im scaring myself im starting to right another"novel"///like val...cause val and i are EMO.tional ppl and we have alot to say...but as for me i kinda liek to keep it to myself cause i dnt have a one person to talk to like everyone else.....so yea peace