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when i cry myself to sleep.
thats not enough to show i love u.
just knw that ur making the worst decision.
all of thihs is unfair.
but i put myself in this position.
i messed up one time and karma comes back arounf. i want this to work. i want all of this to be good .
so when i wake up and go to school. it can all be better, and i can have you there so i can hold and hug and tell u that i love you. why?
why is it that u cnt see what messege im trying to show. i just cnt believe howe much youve changed.
so u said u loved me. we made the promise. which was not to hurt one another. but it was u who broke it. the one who i least exoected to break it. just knw that whatver desicion u make ill be behind u 100% like ive told u before and ill always be here for you and LOVE you. ur little place in my heart will always be there. just waiting for the key that i gave you. the one u never returned. when u told me what u have been thinkin about. i was devastated. i still am. but i cnt do anything to change it.right? after school when we were talkin and huggin. everything seemed so right. u even said it urself. i guess thats not good enough.the kisses we exchanged today were nothin. im guessing.it meant alot to me. it meant the world to me. all the memories. hugs and kisses,o0o0o0o0o0o tina i love you will always be there and i hope u never forget them. im sorry is not the words i wanna hear from u. youve done to much to say IMsorry. it wont change nothing now. im hurt and u didnt wanna hurt me bnut u did.....
i told u to follow ur heart and make your desicion.. i know that ur desicion didnt come from ur heart. i know it. and u knw it. the tears that are dropping from my cheeks is a sign of love. of how much i love you. ive never cryed for a girl before. thats how i knw ive changed. ppl knw ive changed.but why cnt u figure that out.. but i guess u wanna start this all over. i also hope that u learn from ur mistakes. him being one of them.. im hurt ..alot ive never been hurt this much before.....all i wanted was for us to be good and just when i thought everything was good. u showed me that it wasnt good. god this hurts so much i cnt even see wat im typing. i have much more to say but i cnt see what im writting.
my heart just went ka-boom for sure