To Jay...
Ive made many mistakes in my life and i hate that i can say that.
i havent been myself in a very very long time and i miss that.
it scares me that the only person who i tell everything to
and she tries to understnd me is moving away.
i have many many problems but nobody is perfect.
Im starting over and hopefully it will work out this time.
and i just wish some people would believe me once in awhile.
happy birthday audra...tomorrow!