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Stress.
I've been trying to release the valves, but it keeps backing up. I've got some big decisions to make tonight, and I'm not exactly sure what to do. Either I take a risk, or I accept my physical limitations. I'm backed into a corner and I need to decide just what I am going to do with my next few months. I hate not knowing the answers. I hate having no clue what to do. Maybe I'll just listen to the luckiest until I pass out and make my decision tomorrow. Maybe I already know what I have to do. I just want life to go right. I want people to be happy. I want to see smiles. I want to know that I've made a difference, even if it is only momentary, temporary...
I don't want to make the wrong choice.
I've been trying to release the valves, but it keeps backing up. I've got some big decisions to make tonight, and I'm not exactly sure what to do. Either I take a risk, or I accept my physical limitations. I'm backed into a corner and I need to decide just what I am going to do with my next few months. I hate not knowing the answers. I hate having no clue what to do. Maybe I'll just listen to the luckiest until I pass out and make my decision tomorrow. Maybe I already know what I have to do. I just want life to go right. I want people to be happy. I want to see smiles. I want to know that I've made a difference, even if it is only momentary, temporary...
I don't want to make the wrong choice.