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I'm fed up. I'm done. I am so tired of bull shit.
It's close to the same thing that happened back then. I tried so hard..felt included, thought I was a part of it before I suddenly realized that I wasn't. It is so middle school that this would happen all over again, and come on...we're seniors. I'm sorry I now have a job, and I can't do things all the time, but whatever happened to compromise? Or does no one really care enough to do that?
I'm just sick of being the one who's looking in through the window, seeing all the people having a wonderful time, but knowing that they'll never let me be a part of it.
I try so hard to be a good person, to show that I care about them...and what do I get in return...
The same thing that drove me to this place.
I've been through shit. I've put up with things and dealt with events that most people would never dream of having to go through. And I know I'm not perfect. But I try my best, and that should be enough. I know I can be shy, and sometimes awkward, and sometimes grumpy...but I'm always there for you when the good times go bad. But no one bothers to care too much when I'm not around...
I just wish for once...that my life would be recognized.
It's close to the same thing that happened back then. I tried so hard..felt included, thought I was a part of it before I suddenly realized that I wasn't. It is so middle school that this would happen all over again, and come on...we're seniors. I'm sorry I now have a job, and I can't do things all the time, but whatever happened to compromise? Or does no one really care enough to do that?
I'm just sick of being the one who's looking in through the window, seeing all the people having a wonderful time, but knowing that they'll never let me be a part of it.
I try so hard to be a good person, to show that I care about them...and what do I get in return...
The same thing that drove me to this place.
I've been through shit. I've put up with things and dealt with events that most people would never dream of having to go through. And I know I'm not perfect. But I try my best, and that should be enough. I know I can be shy, and sometimes awkward, and sometimes grumpy...but I'm always there for you when the good times go bad. But no one bothers to care too much when I'm not around...
I just wish for once...that my life would be recognized.