WOW! It has been over 3 months since I have posted (and honestly since I've read any entries on here). I did say that one of my goals was to post regularly, but unfortunately, I was not able to keep up with that goal... between holidays in retail and my store manager finding out that she had breast cancer, it was a bit much to handle. Seeing that our store consists of me, her and a guy that works like 10 hours a week because he also has a full time job, it was not a super fun time. Somehow, my manager was able to have a double mastectomy and only be out for 3 weeks, but it still wasn't easy. I was happy to have another store less than 2 hours away that could provide me with 2 days off a week, but we also hired someone new and I had to complete training with this person... I was basically 3 people with no extra pay and even though minimum wage went up, because I made more than that, my pay won't increase until raises in April... boyfriend got injured at work about 2 weeks ago so life has been more stressful than normal because although he is going to get workers comp, it still takes time to receive it.
I was thinking on the way home because I was talking about age with my coworker... I totally do not feel like I will be 36 in a little more than a month from now.I legit feel like I am still in my 20s (except for my body hating me lol) I was 16 when my mom was 36 and I literally cannot imagine. Boyfriend has kids, and even though I've been with him for 8 years, it's totally not the same thing... like I watch tv shows and movies with teenagers (like from the 2000s) and completely relate, is that normal??? Anyways, I should totally go to bed now since I am in fact old, tired, and a little drunk!!
With love, Bethany