i will bleed for you
registration was a bitch today. i definitly realized that there are so many people in my grade that i can't stand...i bet it didn't help that i watched the movie, the heathers the night before...which is about winona rider and her hot ass rebel boyfriend, Christian Slater, and the rebel teaches her another way to rebel at social politics..by killing people. at they like fake people who rule their schools sucides (even though they really killed them)...overall it was just a good movie. then everything after kinda just went downhill
registration just showed me more that there will never be ANY Christian Slater guy at our school...and frankly that depresses me like a bitch. because it's so true. sure i have my good friends...but there isn't any decent guys and as for everyone else...frustration. and the caribo smooties w/ vodka "special smoothies" only helped a little.
and like tonight was just like reality giving me one bigass bitch slap. nothing was really stand outish bad but it just made me really god damn depressed. maybe cuz brooke was sad that cory was being an insentive jack ass (but hmm..not unusally for his charecter at all). i think it was more that i just feel like so empty about things i dont even fucking know.
i ran a red light. im a criminal.
school is a bitch and i dont want to go back....
and this was defintily all just a shit load of melodrama thats my life.