Aug 14, 2004 12:12
it's funny how certain songs remind you of things. and then sometimes i think about that time and wished i had lived it differently. just like regretting things, or like who i was. even happy songs can like make you so unbelievbly sad..or atleast to me.
the dynamic trio reunion is sooo on! im going to utica tonight to brittnay's house. that should be really fun.
this only relates to certain people...but when you're around someone and you think you're safe because you don't need them, you don't really need anyone but then you're mind totally changes you start thinking 'what if i'm wrong'...and you understand that you're not safe because you can't just walk away any time you want, you're like hooked. maybe that's why i've been listening to a perfect sonnet alot. actullly i think ive heard that somewhere...like off the N or something.
lately i've been wishing i had one desire. one that would make me never want another. something that would make it so that nothing matters, all would be clear then. but i guess i'll have to settle for a few brief moments and watch is all dissolve into a perfect sonnet or one foolish line. because that's all you'll get so you'll have to accept you are here, then you're gone...