a sense of wonder only slightly used

Jan 07, 2005 12:31


Protect our secret handshake once more with feeling. let the toast to absent members push through the ceiling. before we say goodnight.

i think i'm a little late on this one. surprinsingly its kind of taken me a long time to figure out if 2004 was a good year...and i still cant even figure it out. the days go by fast but when you look back at them to try and remember the details that you swore you wouldn't forget, you forgot them. as cliche and unorginal as it sounds, this is going by so fast. honestly, i still cant belive that after next year i'll be in college and starting a whole new stage of my life that scares me shitless. only one more "careless" year. its only a matter of time before we're all going to actually have to start worrying about money, learn how to do laundry, learn how to cook and clean and fend for yourselves. as sad as it is that we'll all have to face everything someday, it's even more sad that that time will come in a blink of an eye. it's so funny when you think back to times when you were in elementary school and looking at highschool kids and thinking how old they were and how fun their lives must be when everything seemed like it was just "one big party" and then now, you're that exact thing. i don't see myself as old really, but i do know that in a little while all the easy times will be over and you'll have to deal with everything. i know as soon as i really grow up, lifes going to kick the shit out of  me. because i live in birmingham? it's easy to make excuses. but i guess 2004 was a good year.

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