Feb 16, 2005 10:31
I hate the fact that everyone around me is so fucking cold and vague. If you have a problem just fucking tell me about it, so maybe we could work it out. I hate it when people run around calling me stupid when they are the ones expecting me to know what I did when they won't say anything to me about it. I hate the feeling of wondering if people who I thought were my best friends are talking about me. WHY ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT ME?! I hate missing my favorite boy and my best girl. Fuck the pledge of allegiance. I hate seeing them smile without me. What the fuck? I hate being told that I create too much drama when they are the fucking ones that shove it down my throat. I hate how ignorant people are. How uptight I am. I just want people to be chill. I think I'm just gonna smoke and forget about this, because I don't need to get this angry. I don't want to feel ashamed for a reason I don't even know about. Yeah, I know I talk to much, but when did I not? That can't be all it is. I'm sorry that you all think I am stupid, but I'm just some annoying fat girl. What did you expect?
See? BIG FAT BITCH = MEE!!!!