rawr
i decided to clean my room today. actually. my mom made me. so anyway. i was looking through a bunch of old things. and i was finally able to let go and throw them all out. thanks to a certain person who should remain nameless. last night was pretty lovley. after neptune with megs, i went home got ready very fdast and booked it to the mall to meet up with ppersons and these sketchy guys. he eventually decided to meet us aswell. anywho. we got drunk in a park. (we're cool) and i ended up passing out at his house. it was a good time. except for the dead guy. not cool. ahah. oh dear. i hope things go well. i hope i'll be ablke to find a niche. i dont want to just bob around anymore. i need to settle down. maybe i've found my niche and i have to gracefully slip in and then things will be good. maybe. i dunno. paranoia i gets to me. what if they really dont like me. i hope they do. it hope they do.