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Sometimes I think there is really no reason for me to keep living. Everyday I get in trouble because of my brother. Everyone always has to argue. There has not been a day in the past three years that this family has not argued about something.
I had some cousins come over today and they were saying how one of them was on the computer all the time and that she was a nerde and my brother was like "My sisters like that too." He couldn't even stick up for me. It hurt when he said that. He doesn't even care about me. I stick up for him when there are boys in the neighbor hood making fun of him. He's always getting me into trouble.
Yesterday he was in my door way and wouldn't move. I wanted to close the door because he wouldn't go away so I pushed him out of the way and now he's saying that he was going into Nana's room and that I pushed him on perhpas. My grandma always believes him.
I guess I just have to deal with it. It hurts, but I guess I can't get away from pain in my life.
Ja ne
I had some cousins come over today and they were saying how one of them was on the computer all the time and that she was a nerde and my brother was like "My sisters like that too." He couldn't even stick up for me. It hurt when he said that. He doesn't even care about me. I stick up for him when there are boys in the neighbor hood making fun of him. He's always getting me into trouble.
Yesterday he was in my door way and wouldn't move. I wanted to close the door because he wouldn't go away so I pushed him out of the way and now he's saying that he was going into Nana's room and that I pushed him on perhpas. My grandma always believes him.
I guess I just have to deal with it. It hurts, but I guess I can't get away from pain in my life.
Ja ne