May 14, 2008 23:02
i forget to mention yesterday that my quit date is the 19th. meaning starting that morning i will not smoke another cig
also i live with another smoker, my fiance. she may or may not continue to smoke, but has at least promised me to not smoke inside anymore once i quit.
also, i called the delaware quit line and have an appointment for over the phone counseling. of course thats not till the 28th/
ok so
today, not much to report
no real problems, and no real progress
last night i did have some trouble sleeping and a messed up dream that i'll describe in detail in another non-zyban post. but i didn't wake up feeling like i hadn't got enough sleep, so i suppose that even though my sleep may have been disturbed, it wasn't enough to effect anything.
in addition i did seem a tad more aggressive and easily stressed for a few minutes at work today, but not so much that it's necessarily the medication.
as for the positive... there is none. i seem a little more level or something? but no real changes. probably a placebo effect if anything.
still smoked plenty of cigs today. didn't taste any different, although supposedly they will when i hit day 5. here's hoping.
thats all for now